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Beginner's Mind

"In the beginner's mind there are many possibilities, but in the expert's there are few." - Shunryo Suzuki-Roshi

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

Came Across This Today

I read this in the intro to a book on Sufism, and it is just too good not to share. Perhaps Osama bin Ladin should be reminded of it...


My heart has become capable of every form:
It is a pasture for gazelles,
And a monastery for Christian monks,
And a temple for idols,
And the pilgrim's Ka'ba,
And the tablets of the Torah,
And the Book of the Qur'an.
I follow the religion of Love:
Whatever way Love's camel takes,
That is my religion and my faith.


-Ibn Arabi, Sufi Master
Now that I read it again, may I be reminded of it everyday, as well.

Sunday, April 01, 2007

Darkness Falls on the Castle

The evil pile of dirty dishes in the kitchen sink have been vanquished and send to the dishwasher, which is good because the castle was getting low on coffee mugs and teaspoons.

The dreaded snow of tattered tissue has been shovelled off the hallway floor and banished to the waste bin.

As the King makes his rounds of the castle, turning off unneeded lights
and other electrical vassals, he ponders his recent experiences with
the Royal Healers. There is a slit in the small of his back where the
Royal Healers plied their magical trade, and now it is done and only
the bandages remain. The Queen has informed the King that the operation site is healing nicely, and bandages will not be needed much longer. In any event, the terrible pain in the King's left leg has almost disappeared, though it flairs up now and again. The Royal Healers assure him this is a sign of healing.

The terrible headaches,which had disappeared with the arrival of the leg pain, have begun again, off and on, for the King. He's not sure what to make of that.

The sun has gone down, it is dark outside. The King reminds himself to take a look at the night sky sky before he goes to bed. Perhaps he will be rewarded with a clear, starry sky for his diligence.

He passes the quarters of the Prince. He will be 19 months old tomorrow. Lately, he has been under the care of the Royal Healers for an ear infection, that has spread to both ears. The Prince does not understand why the King doesn't pick him up anymore. It's difficult to explain to a toddler restrictions on lifting anything over five pounds when you have had back surgery. It looks like he has turned the corner this afternoon, however, and the King and Prince spent the evening playing with blocks.

But now the Prince sleeps, awakened occasionally but an errant cough or sneeze. He is a brave little boy, and the King is most pleased with his first-born.

When the King passes his own chambers, he sees in the soft glow of a covered light that the Queen has fallen asleep already. She, too, has been under the care of the Royal Healers for some sort vile possession. It has taken the Healers many attempts to rid Her Highness of the demon, but when her terrible cough began to produce blood, it was a sign to them. They has given her some sort of pill elixir thingy (a Royal term), and we will see in the morning how effective it will be.

It has been a difficult week, and the Royal Coffers will be coughing up
lots of the gold, what little is left after so many years of infirmity of the King. Ah well, one thing at a time, he thinks to himself.

He writes a post to inform the kingdom of the condition of the Royal Family. As he drops his pen, and lumbers off to bed, he stops for a moment, just to listen to the breathing of the sleeping Queen and Prince. There's something about being the last one to bed, to oversee the security of the keep. Then he remembers the night sky, and uses the last of his ration of daily energy to check the night sky.

Epilog:The King notices that his post gets horribly misaligned after using the spell checker. With a sigh, he will have to order the execution of yet another of the Kingdom's lousy programmers.

Sunday, March 18, 2007

Breakfast Cereal Body Parts

Well, and I said earlier, I have some discs in my spine that look like soggy Cheerios. Tomorrow morning (Monday the 19th) I will have surgery to get it fixed. Though I will be sleeping through the process, the surgeon estimates the procedure will take about two hours. Then I'll have a couple of hours in the recovery room. Then I go home.

Yup, that's right outpatient surgery to rebuild part of a spine!

Then I have three weeks of lots of rest. But it may take awhile before I get back on this box to tell you how it goes (it will take a few days at least).

Remember, my headaches have mostly disappeared while I've have this problem. Perhaps they still won't come back after the surgery.

So, I would be most grateful if you could mention me in your prayers, or dedicate some time to me during your tonglen. Thanks in advance!

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Technical Difficulties (note the plural use of the second word)

After playing merry-go-round with Blogger/Google, and combatting the evil Bill Gates and his software, I'm finally able to fill you in on why I haven't been around. Most of you know I've had problems with migraines. Now I seem to be having spinal problems. For those of you who understand anatomy, the discs in my lumbar region have turned to soggy Cheerios, and the first sacral disc has decided to join in.

To make a long story short, it is very painful for me to sit for very long. I can stand for a longer time, can get around with a cane, and if I prop the proper parts of my body I can lay down.

As you can guess, this has wrecked my tennis game ("Another ace! Whoo-hooo!").

So if I'm slow in answering e-mail, sorry, please be patient with me.

Monday, January 08, 2007

Unscathed

Today I won the TPM Medal of Honour from The Philosopher's Magazine online site. To quote them:

Battleground Analysis
Congratulations!


You have been awarded the TPM medal of honour! This is our highest award for outstanding service on the intellectual battleground.

The fact that you progressed through this activity neither being hit nor biting a bullet suggests that your beliefs about God are internally consistent and very well thought out.

A direct hit would have occurred had you answered in a way that implied a logical contradiction. You would have bitten bullets had you responded in ways that required that you held views that most people would have found strange, incredible or unpalatable. However, you avoided both these fates - and in doing so qualify for our highest award. A fine achievement!

You can check out their games at their Games and Interactive Activities page. I won the above award playing the "Battleground God" game (after playing the "Do-It-Yourself Deity" game, as directed). I'd love to know (via comments) how well you do.

Saturday, December 23, 2006

I've Been Tagged

My soon-to-be-former best friend (just kidding!) Mike tagged me with a Christmas meme, three things I want for Christmas, and three things I don't want. So, here goes...

I want...

Snow on Christmas. Not so much for myself, but for Karen and all the folks up here who love a white Christmas (even including the ski folks).

America to wake up to the fact that Arabs are pretty neat people, that they all are not terrorists, and they hate the violence of terrorism as much as we do.

And finally, something for me...I'd like to have Christmas, and the weekend before it, to be headache free.

What I don't want...

A box of Fruit Loops from my mother-in-law. (It's an inside joke.)

Any auto accidents this holiday season.

Heartburn from eating too many Christmas goodies.

Now, to pass the meme along, I know she's done some already, but she seems to like them, so I tag Keri at Still Running for a Reason.

Music in my head: Baby It's Cold Outside, James Taylor

Saturday, December 16, 2006

Ah Ha! Competence!

I wonder if our president has seen this? It's at a level even he can understand.