I don't feel well and just feeling drained emotionally. I am frustrated with what is happening in the world and in turn in our own country. I do feel hopeless but at the same time, I just need to do what I can day by day. I don't know what will happen in the future, but I do know where I will be in the end. And that gives me hope.

I also can't believe we are already halfway through the year and I don't feel accomplished with my plans at all. I understand that things take time, but I do feel that I keep going back to start. I know because my full time job takes majority of my days and mindset. And to be honest, it is what keeps my bank account rolling. So the goal is to keep at it and hold on to it while I work on my other goals and priorities in life.

On the bright side, I purchased a solar water fountain for the birds outside. It gets extremely hot during the summer time and so hopefully it will help the tiny little birds. I am also thinking if I should keep a little water fountain for wild rabbits, but then I worry about spreading disease so I need to research about that first.

I like to be blogging again. It helps with my thought process especially now that everyone is using AI for almost anything cognitive work. Writing on a blog without using AI and not caring about my spellcheck or grammar are comforting and nostalgic feeling. It's also nice to be anonymous and don't have to think about people reading my blog and commenting on it.