deathjunke

I went to go see Deathly Hallows part 2 with the totally awesome Soft (ratherbsailing ).

I was pleasantly surprised! I actually liked this movie a lot. I'm not a fan of the movies but its the end of an era so i had to go see it. There are a 10 things that i have learned that will not spoil the movie for anyone.

1) I laugh at the tears of others. Every time someone in the audience started crying I started laughing so hard. which led to inappropriate laughter. :/

2) Goblins are abusive dick-wads and totally deserve to be beaten with sticks.

3)Neville Longbottom is just as awesome as I always thought he was.

4) Snape sure can make an exit.... that was some real badassery.

5)Petunia was a raving bitch even as a child.

6)Little Snape was adorable and played in the park with the most magical tree i have ever seen.

7)No one cheered the Harry/Ginny kiss because no one really likes her anyway

8)Draco needs hugging lessons.

9)Neville should be an inspirational speaker, because he's awesome

10)Pimps dont run from danger. *******'s pimp status has been revoked


Well that's all for now. I've got essay to write :/
Later! ^^

Today was pretty trippy.

I've been dizzy like crazy and can now sit up with out falling over but its nothing that doesnt usually come with monthlies. I'm severly anemic and the first day of my period usually knock me on my ass. I'll be right as rain with some steak and broccoli. yummeh.

But while I was languishing in my bed i had come to realize that slash_weasley  is posting! So I printed out two fics and read them and loved them. and now I must rec my favorite to you all.

"Disrupt the Harmony" a story for luvscharlie is really a masterpiece in Weasleycest. The character are lovely and true but The author made me like Percy! Something that hasn't happened since auntbijou wrote Thorns Without Roses for me. So clearly I was impressed and loving the hell out of that story.
Go read it!

actually go read everything in slash_weasley. the quality of the fics are fantastic! I'm going to read day 3's fic tomorrow as a reward tor typing 2K. Bribery always works when working against a deadline ^.^

Also after reading that fic i thought about my deancasbigbang  (spn fandom) and realized that i dont have even 5K written and check in is on the 1st. I need to get my ass in gear and do some serious writing this weekend or at least Friday and Saturday (because Pride is on Sunday and i really want to go (I gotta find some one to go with, my friends never want to come with me! the losers! Dx) I need to have at least 15 K ready.

Then I've got 2 rs_games  projects. I'm planning for a 10,000 word fic and one flash animation if possible. and one of my favorite fests is right after dudley_redeemed  is back for round 2 :D i need to ask the mods if i can do a kind of detached sequel to a fic i wrote because i got a great idea and totally need a deadline to motivate me :P I'm awful i know!

Also i'm half ay through my paperlegends  art. \o/! funny the author who's story i picked is one of the few i follow in the Merlin fandom. I'm notoriously picky about merlin stories because i like to be able to recognize the characters and so many people make them really really OC it's irritating :\.

Oh and YAY! for me I'm going to be working starting july 5th. dont know what as but i got picked for the summer youth employment program in my neighborhood and i'm hoping to get a daycare or clerical work. I cant wait ^^


Oops
I thought i hit post like 5 hours ago..... :/

1. My internet connection will be gone for the month of June :(
2. I paid off the balance of my tuition
3. I won a $6,000 scholarship when i submitted a story into a competition. I'll polish and kink it up before i post it for you guys to read. I got a $3,000 in house grant for having a 3.8 GPA and I finally qualify for a Pell grant! :) Free money ya'll. Which means i'm in the cear for next semester! I'm back in school!
4. I had an interview with Ricky'sNYC i'm crossing my fingers on that one.
5. The Doctors aren't quite sure what's going on with me yet and my vision and headaches have gotten worse.
6. I'm going to be taking a summer class at LIU, beginners American Sign Language!
7. My aunt was in the hospital again but she's okay for now if a bit fragile. Her memory lapses are getting to be pretty constant. The doctors think its because she's not taking in enough oxygen but PT will health that

Okay well now i've got to leave the cafe and go meet my sister :)
I hope you are all doing well!

So I'm keeping my nephew tonight, usually my mother and I (we exchange days when ever we have errand or plans) keep him during the day. My sister wanted to go out with her fiance, his birthday is this weekend but they both had tonight off and i was the only one willing to baby sit on a weekday. You know he's 15 months and filled to the brim with personality. The boy is like a little clone of my big sister really, he has all her habits too.

My mom was irritated with me because i wasn't forcing him to lay down and go to sleep. But who really wants to sit through an hour of crying and screaming? because that's what happens when you try to make him do anything. Christian does things at his own pace for the most part.

When he wants to eat he'll let you know, when he's tired he will take your hand and lead you to the bedroom of his choice so you can nap with him. when he wants to bathe (usually after lunch) he'll go to the toybox and pull out all his bath toys and the bubbles and give them to you one by one. he is neither subtle or passive. So when its time to sleep i just get him on the bed with me and give him some soft toys and put on a show for him (yYo Gabba Gabba, Tomas the Train, Angelina Ballerina or Dinosaur train) usually he leans against me and will watch Tv or play with what ever until he pulls one of the many blankets i keep on my bed  over himself and conks out.

My sister and mother say that this approach only works for me.( Mini bratty cousin rant )
Today i saw more of my self in that kid than i ever thought possible (no seriously he's a duplicate of my sister sans vagina. Because my sis and I are like night and day i never thought i'd see anything of myself in him). It started with him giving Judy a filthy look when she started talking during his movie (Surprisingly enough; Hairspray♥).

Thenwhen we were laying down he starts in on my mac remote. He knows how it works and keeps it out of his mouth so i dont worry about it all that much. he found a song he loved and kept asking me to play it again. I put the damn thing on repeat. funny thing is I love that song myself and we both ended up falling alseep to it.

so now i'm awake with the song still on repeat, and the munchkin pressed against my side. Overall not a bad night. I slept for five hours straight. I think i might have to borrow Christian a bit more often, i think he might be the cure for my insomnia.
( Tonight's lullaby )

Hey there lovely people,

I'm going to make this one short, or as short as can be.

I'm going to disappear from the web for a while (don't worry i will get online to post stuff for the rsbigbang  and I know I have those 2 help_japan  pieces that i will get to asap) but after that there is a good chance that I wont participate in anything or be online.

The reason for this is medical.

I went to the optomolog the eye doctor because i needed new glasses. my vision has been getting increasingly worse over the years and now i'm sitting on 7.5 vision. The doc wanted to know why my vision is deteriorating so quickly and after another examination discovered that I've got some tears in my retna and swollen optic nerves. Tomorrow i'm going to the specialist to see if my condition can be improved with laser surgery (fuckin' terrified). If it can't then I'm probably going change my major to something besides Art Education, go blind in my left eye and suffer a decrease of sight in the right.

The doctor told me that they should be able to repair the damage. I'm lucky though, my grandfather has glaucoma and is completely blind. I haven't shown any signs of glaucoma, so there is that and at least now I know why I'm getting all these fierce headaches.

So I'm sorry if I'm just absent in general. I promise I'm not blowing you off or anything, I just cant handle looking at my computer screen for more than 10 minutes with out a migraine.

love you all,
DeathJunkE/(little)Ruth

Totally stolen from epithalamium like word for word stolen:

epithalamium was looking at blackholly 's LJ, and somehow I ended up at John Scalzi's blog. who  does say about fictional versions of very real people and it intrigued her.

" lots of people who read [Elizabeth Bear's] books and/or her blog have an image of her in her head which is a construct, based on that writing, which may or may not have much to do with who she actually is."

Like epithalamium, I've never deluded myself into thinking that I'm the sort of person who has fans but is a fanfirl, but after i read the post on epithalamium 's LJ I started to wonder what sort of person my flisters think I am.

So I'm asking you: From my LJ, fic/art, various and sundry online conversations that we have had, flisters, what sort of deathjunke  fictional version/construct has been formed in your mind?

To make things more interesting, those who do comment get my own fictional version of themselves! :D
(I assure you, this whole thing seems like a good idea at this moment,let's see if I still feel that way later on.)

I joined ravelry not too long ago and while browsing through patterns came across this:( not for the kink impared )