July 6 2026 Handwritten Journal
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enchantedsnowforest2:33pm July 6 2026 Dear journal, Listening to girli. I love the song matriarchy. "While we touch we fuck the patriarchy." It is about sapphic love being different than straight love. I love the band Girli. I’m really closer to womanhood than masculinity lately and that’s okay. I appreciate the masculinity that I feel sometimes but I guess it’s okay that I feel only a slight connection to it nowadays. I miss being picked out in the bars. I guess I just lost myself. I used to be young. I had a good run. I guess I just need to put myself online. I hate that but it’s the only way I know how to find a woman. In a way, I don’t like men. They just like ladies young and they leave. It’s crazy. A woman could be that way too. I could find a woman or a nonbinary or whatever that tricks me too but I want to find someone. Honestly, I’m just tired of being with family. I just want to create my own family. -Aleah/Westleah
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Date: 2026-07-07 04:56 pm (UTC)I always had this desire to be adopted by a big family so I have more people around. Or people who actually cared that I'm around.
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Date: 2026-07-07 05:10 pm (UTC)True! My Grandma was adopted by a family that didn’t care so I understand somewhat just from hearing from her how much she wanted to feel loved. I am glad you eventually found family.
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