| Current projects | |
|---|---|
| scum villain | Shen twins AU |
| scum villain | bingqiu casual intimacy project |
| Upcoming Projects | |
SCUM VILLAIN: Bingge project (4 parts) HYPMIC: jakuramu fusion (oneshot: 5.000-10.000 words) | |
Writing roundup 2021 July - December
Dec. 30th, 2021 05:00 pmThe bad: pandemic am I right :')
Words written: 23302
Words written (overall): 34084
Fic finished: 18 (24)
Fic published: nope
Fandoms written: 2
Things I've learned in this period of the year
- self-indulgence, self-indulgence, self-indulgence
- having yourself as your sole audience is the absolute best
Writing goals for next year
- continue with the self-indulgent little things!!!
- finish the WIPs for old(er) fandoms I still want to write
Writing roundup 2021 January - June
Jun. 30th, 2021 03:05 amThe bad: pandemic am I right :')
Words written: 10782
Words written (overall): 10782
Fic finished: 6
Fic published: 0
Fandoms written: 1
Things I've learned in this period of the year
- burnout is still Very Very Not Good
- I'm still incredibly predictable with faves
- rarepair hell? rarepair hell
- having yourself as your sole audience is very good when you're stuck and feel like maybe you should stop writing fanfiction
Writing goals for next period
- don't stress about writing too much and take your time
Writing roundup 2020 January - December
Dec. 30th, 2020 02:32 amPandemic am I right ;;
The good:
getyourwordsout let us alter our goals so I switched to Habit Pledge from a Word Count Pledge, and this way I managed to complete it at 143 days.
Words written: stopped counting in June at 12495
Words written (overall): around 16k (guesstimate)
Fic finished: 2
Fic published: 0
Fandoms written: Promare, Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint
Things I've learned this year
- burnout is still Very Not Good
Writing goals for next year
- try to get over that annoying writers block but don't stress about it too much
Writing roundup 2019 September - December
Dec. 30th, 2019 10:59 pmThe bad: fan events were a Mistake. I didn't get to join
I guess what I need to do next year is to take things one step (project) at a time, and not joining any more fan events. The only thing I'm allowing myself is
Words written: 18179
Words written (overall): 62151
Fic published: 2 (1905 words)
Fandoms written: 4 (Scum Villain, hypmic, Harry Potter, Promare)
Things I've learned in this period of the year
- stop!! joining!! fan events!!
- writing with friends is fun
- P-P-PROMARE
- I'm still incredibly predictable with faves
- burnout is Not Good
Writing goals for next year
[TBD]
Relationships: Luo Binghe/Shen Yuan
Rating: T
Warnings: none
Tags: angst and hurt/comfort, mental health issues, developing relationship (post main story, pre-extras)
ON AO3
Notes
This fic is basically my love letter to Luo Binghe, my son, whom I love very much. I'm not above admitting some parts of my motivation in writing this fic was all the hate he gets which is something that irritates me not because he's my favorite character but because he's very neurodivergent coded and some people go so far in their hate it's straight up ableist. I read Luo Binghe as having a not quite diagnosable personality disorder with borderline traits, and I wanted to explore some of this. It was a hard fic to write but I wrote it in 2 sittings, cursing myself because if it hurts the reader it hurts me, the writer, more :')
Unloved characters and/or abuse survivors finding their happiness is super important to me. A happy Luo Binghe is Everything.
Relationships: Luo Binghe/Shen Yuan
Rating: G
Warnings: none
Tags: fluff without plot, casual intimacy, developing & established relationship, post-canon, alternating POV
ON AO3
Notes
I've been collecting prompts for this theme (casual intimacy) for a long time and I really needed to write plotless fluff so I decided to launch the Project™. I'm planning on slowly updating 2-3 mini chapters a time. The chapter titles are not the actual prompts, but I'll release the full list after I'm done!
The title is very deliberately terribad, I had a good title and a fun one (= the bad one) and I chose the latter because if it's self-indulgent fluff then let's signal I have it That Bad for my otp.
Chapter updates
09/08, 2019
Chapter 1: morning cuddles
Chapter 2: sometimes paperwork is not all bad
10/15, 2019
Chapter 3: hair brushing
Chapter 4: mid-afternoon naps
Writing roundup 2019 May - August
Sep. 2nd, 2019 10:28 pmThe bad: after April's big tick up in productivity May and especially June was a disappointment, and I only got back to writing for real for the fanweek of my otp. I had two fan events:
Words written: 17194
Words written (overall): 42425
Fic published: 6 (10853 words)
Fandoms written: 4 (Scum Villain, haikyuu, Daiya no Ace, hypmic)
Things I've learned in this period of the year
- if you love your otp enough you can write a Lot
- longfics are very fun but when your attention span is short they're Hard
- I still miss writing female characters
- my brain is still an idea factory and I need someone to pull the breaks
Writing goals for the next 4 months (September-December)
- finish up the bingqiu week multichap (Carmilla fusion)
- TWINS AU TWINS AU TWINS AU
- reverse? bang??
- don't join any more exchanges no femslashex and no Yuletide
[fic] MXTX Soulmates 'verse
Jul. 28th, 2019 09:45 pmPart 1: Until Eternity (bingqiu)
Rating: T
Warnings: none
Tags: soulmates, royalty, Shen twins AU, first meetings
Summary
When the crown prince of the Demon Realm is born, his soulmate string leads up towards the human realm.
ON AO3
[next installments TBA]
[fic] BingQiu Week Masterpost
Jul. 16th, 2019 11:38 pmFics planned: 5
Fics published: 3 (+1)
Day 2: Longing
Rating: T
Warnings: none
Tags: angst, grief, multiple POV. Abyss fic
Summary
A glimpse into the Endless Abyss—and beyond.
ON AO3
Day 3: Dreams
Rating: T
Warnings: none
Tags: post-canon, domestic, fluff, let Shizun initiate affection 2k19
Summary
Luo Binghe’s duties as the Demon Sovereign ran a bit longer than he had expected.
ON AO3
Day 5: Crossover — Carmilla fusion
Rating: T
Warnings: none
Tags: modern college AU, vampires. minor moshang & qijiu
Summary
Shen Yuan didn’t sign up for any weird shit when he had applied for a year-long scholarship to Huan Hua University—a university where, as it turned out, supernatural occurrences and encounters with monsters were such a regular part of student life that no one seemed to bat an eye at them. A couple of weeks after his roommate had dropped out without further notice, Shen Yuan got assigned a new one, and everything slowly went south after the strange first year had shown up.
ON AO3
[fic] Shen Twins AU Masterpost
May. 10th, 2019 01:29 amPart 1: our pasts and presents intertwine
Relationships: Shen Yuan & Luo Binghe, Shen Yuan & Shen Jiu
Rating: T
Warnings: Graphic Violence
Tags: twins AU, time travel fix-it
Summary:
After transferring all his spiritual energy to Luo Binghe in Huayue City, Shen Yuan didn’t get to wake up in the plant body as he had planned with Shang Qinghua, because why would anything ever have gone smoothly in his life. Still, Shen Yuan was sure this was somehow the fault of Great God Airplane.
(Or: There was a glitch in the System.)
ON AO3
Individual chapter notes
Chapter 1
Chapter warnings: none
Chapter notes
This chapter required some coding, but bless ao3 for natively supporting all the monospace html so I didn't have to code a work skin for the System's messages. I actually considered going all out with the System stuff and doing a clickable choose-your-adventure thing with anchor links but I decided against it. (Maybe one day I'll code a dating sim fic, I had a WIP for DDLC but I never finished it.)
I got a little help with the terms of addresses, though not from someone who is familiar with Scum Villain, that's why I really, really need a SV fan to help me. Hopefully someone will like my fic enough to volunteer!
As for Liu Qingge and Mu Qingfang, I know the more common variant is Liu Qingge having sect seniority but since I don't mind either way I asked my tl even though barely anyone knows what I'm talking about whenever I mention Scum Villain, and this is what they decided on.

Masterpost | Notes for Chapter 2
[fic] Shen Twins AU Introduction
May. 10th, 2019 12:41 amWhile we have several twins AUs, no one has written it in the way I wanted: approaching it as a fix-it, and a fix-it for 4 different characters. That's the core of my fic series, Shen Yuan deep down knowing how many things he did wrong and wanting to fix that (or at least trying to redo as much as he can), and entangling the frustrating and painful miscommunication mess that's Shen Jiu and Yue Qingyuan. In the second part I'll get to add a couple of very self-indulgent tropes, I'm looking forward to writing them! Hopefully other people too will enjoy this fic series.
I can't reveal the real title of the series yet because it's the title of the second story, but for easier organizing the acronym is ISAFWY. I don't think I'll get to do a title drop (I always wanted to!! title drops are so cool, my first thought is always the famous and beloved drarry fic Turn) but I believe it's fitting for the character arcs for both bingqiu and qijiu.
This series is the first actual longfic I've published, I've had multiple fics / fic series in the 10-20k range, but they are mostly failed attempts (due to utter frustration with the story itself or frustration with the fandom then quitting the fandom altogether). I honestly can't see this happening with this series, I'm that smitten with Scum Villain and this AU setting, I haven't felt this since my early times in the Haikyuu fandom.
I'm planning on recording my thoughts about this series here on this journal as I write it, mainly for myself, but maybe there might be readers who will find this interesting!
Writing roundup 2019 January - April
May. 1st, 2019 02:58 amIn January I gained a new main fandom so with hypmic now I have two: the Chinese historical fantasy BL/danmei novel Scum Villain's Self Saving System. Its metanovel nature makes it super fun to play with as a content creator: you can put any trope into a canonverse fic (very much like bnha) and you can make any AU canonesque with the transmigration aspect. I'm so smitten with this fandom I've started working on a two part canon divergent series and a post-canon fic, with a possible post-canon prequel for that (I'm still considering whether to run with a minor detail that sometimes gets mentioned in passing and making that as a main theme), but I have multiple ficlet WIPs.
I had two exchanges:
Words written: 25231
Fic published: 3 (3477 words)
Fandoms written: 4 (Hypmic, Natsume Yuujinchou, Scum Villain, BNHA)
Things I've learned in the first 4 months of the year
- stop doubting yourself too much, fandom is not a competition, it's self-indulgent by nature and it should stay like that
- if you develop a big enough writer crush, that can be quite inspiring
- writing for NatsuYuu is really fun
- I missed writing for a fandom that takes all kinds of tropes well
- even with my complicated feelings on the fandom I missed writing for BNHA, but I'm never going back
- I NEED A SIDE FEMSLASH FANDOM, I MISS WRITING FEMALE CHARACTERS
Writing goals for the next 4 months (May-August)
- revisit my unpublished fills for last year's
sportsfest and finally post them!! (kiyoyachi, alisae, kousawa definitely; potentially: kagehina, the iwaoi & kagehina xxxHolic AU) - finish the entire first installment of my first Scum Villain longfic (self-imposed deadline: end of July)
- finish the first installment of my hypmic fusion AU
- a few ficlets of a multifandom project (Hypmic, Daiya no Ace, potentially Scum Villain) involving a common theme
- join
sportsfest as a grandstander - write for the ship day of my main Daiya ship (kousawa)
- join the bingqiu and qijiu fanweeks (finally I'll get to participate in fanweeks again!! not having a main fandom in 2018 dampened this)
- try not to start too many new WIPs (as if that's a realistic goal)
[fic] even in death
Apr. 16th, 2019 11:47 pmRelationships: Shen Jiu/Yue Qingyuan
Rating: M
Warnings: Major Character Death
Tags: time loop, angst
ON AO3
Notes
I usually start a fandom with either a rarepair or a PWP, this time it's a rarepair :') I was never supposed to write this pairing (or like them) but about a month ago one day at 2 am I randomly thought of that first line and I just rolled with it. Since then these two practically consumed my life. I'm not really complaining but one day I would love to fall for a pairing that's not tragic? Like I love moshang but they're not the one who ate all my free time (even though that's what I expected in the beginning) it's these two miserable childhood friends ;;
The fic I'm posting is Version 2.5, I rewrote it (originally it was in second person) then edited 5 times, every time I sat down to edit I not-so-lowkey hated my past self, writing heavy angst is like if it's not hurting you (the writer) then what's the point.Writing goals for 2019
Jan. 1st, 2019 08:39 pm- write more femslash
- try to write faster
- finish at least 3 fics in the 10-15k range
- finish 2 multichapter fics
- actually work on not!fic
Longer term writing plans
Hypnosis Mic Big Bang: 2018 September – 2019 March. If there's another one (hopefully a reverse bang) I'll probably join.
Exchanges:
Multichapter plans:
- hypmic werewolf AU
- a fusion type of crossover for hypmic
- kagehina superhero AU, but it might end up as a ~15k long oneshot
- one HP nextgen fic (7 chapters)
- bnha soulmates AU (3 chapters)
[fic] helplessly fall for you
Dec. 31st, 2018 03:10 amRelationships: Hifumi/Doppo
Rating: G
Warnings: none
Tags: mundane magic, slice of life, pre-slash
ON AO3
Notes
There's this tumblr post (I believe OP is the author of A Breach Of Trust) that talks about how you can make an angst or a fluff writer consider prompts of the opposite tone but they’ll still end up writing angst and fluff respectively. The two examples were "death" and "sunlight" or "sunshine" I think? This fic is exactly that, except it’s SFF writers and contemporary slice of life / introspective pieces, I seem to be incapable of writing the latter. I feel the most comfortable with writing SFF, no matter what kind of fics I've published on ao3. I write canonverse fics a lot since generally I prefer those even though I have a couple of fandoms where I like AUs an canonverse fics equally, but those are my sports animanga fandoms. With hypmic I prefer canonverse but AUs are great as well!
Initially I wanted to write something super domestic, sort of aiming for getting out of my comfort zone, but I've been thinking about Fukigenna Mononokean a lot lately since S2 is coming soon, and sentient buildings is a trope I adore! The first time I've read it in fanfiction was in the Harry Potter fandom, Grimmauld Place-is-sentient definitely features in quite a lot of fics, and I've been wanting to try writing it for a while. I'm definitely revisiting this trope later, potentially in a longer fic! I'm almost sure I'm going to end up writing for this universe again, it was fun, and I did a bunch of worldbuilding that never made it into the fic.
That LINE skin is definitely unfinished but I wanted to incorporate the cute stickers so this has to do until I finish coding it, then I'll edit the fic. HIfumi's LINE is definitely not how it should look, him having the default background is totally OOC and I'm aware of this, but in a fic it has to be different than, say, in a fanart/fancomic, because we have to work with less visual clues than artists. Also I don't have transparent versions on the stickers, those are my own screenshots because a good friend of mine has them!
mist and clouds
Dec. 27th, 2018 03:05 pm[also on spotify but I can't embed that here]
Back when 8tracks was popular and still usable (I know it's usable again for North Americans) and fanmixes were popular, I randomly stumbled upon an excellent instrumental playlist for the Star Wars ship stormpilot (Finn and Poe from The Force Awakens) and this was the first track—I immediately fell in love. I adore soundtracks and epic music and related genres so it was exactly My Type of music!