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Welcome to sideways :)

• Winger, mid 30s, she/her, Australian. There are few things I love more than being told stories, and occasionally I engage in story-telling as a strange side-effect. I'm especially interested in filling up my reading page with people sharing their writing journeys and/or media commentary, and if I subscribe out of the blue it's usually because I think it would be fun to follow along.

• Mostly a media musing blog, occasional observations from life. I keep chatter about my work under private access these days but if you ask I'll likely grant it - and you certainly don't have to ask permission to comment or unsubscribe! Some key tags include:
→ paperwork: general chatter
→ fiction: all writing
→ media roundup: commentary on recent media

• There are many things that spark my enthusiasm, some of which I've written for. A short list of things you'll always grab my interest with include:
blorp )

• I track my video game playing at GG.

• I'm arkosic on AO3 and PS4, and you can catch me over at darkwingerduck on Tumblr.
sideways: (►flying men will hit the ground)
Title: Part of Me, Part of You
AO3Link
Rating: G
Series: Widdershins (Jack O'Malley, Widdershins)
Wordcount: 611
Summary: Mal and Widdershins reflect.
Remarks: The grand climax of the webcomic Widdershins featured one last little nibblet of worldbuilding to... well, raise even more questions, frankly. I wrote this vignette in rushed response. It's been a very enjoyable journey, overall.

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it was the humans who woke us up )
sideways: (►no one else I would rather)
Title: As Long as There's a Moon
AO3Link
Rating: G
Series: Wolf's Rain (Hige, the pack)
Wordcount: 2,756
Summary: Hige in the early days of the Paradise Pack, aka "wow everyone else is so weird, good thing I'm normal".
Remarks: Sometimes I truly wonder what it's like to be compelled to write fiction for relevant, topical fandoms. The Wolf Rain's archives are endearingly teen 00s flavoured overall - so many OC inserts, and some very muddled interpretations of the series' particular take on the human glamours - which is understandable, and as it should be, but it somehow left me itching to have a little play myself. ...Er, sans any OC inserts, though.

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sideways: (►escape to new york)
Title: Come Home Again
AO3: Link
Rating: G
Series: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TMNT 2003)
Wordcount: 1,811
Summary: The brothers debrief following the assault by the Ultimate Drako that saw them scattered across the multiverse. Well. Mostly.
Remarks: Phew, running a bit behind on cross-posting, so let's start with the TMNT fics! I started this one a few years ago when I was just idly mucking around trying to get a feel for their voices, but I ended up liking it well enough to work on bringing it to a conclusion. SAINW is such an episode and I love characters not talking about things.

did I mention the superpowers? )

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Title: Sewer Stories
AO3: Link
Rating: G
Series: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (TMNT 2003)
Wordcount: good question actually
Summary: Three more drabbles set in the TMNT 2003 universe, featuring Splinter grappling with his mutation, Don having a heart to heart with Sydney, and April realising why her new acquaintances are not simply the MNT.
Remarks: Sydney/Quarry is one of my favourites of the side characters and it is CRIMINAL they did not bring her back six more times.

3 drabbles below )
sideways: (►i love you i trust you)
It is getting dangerously close to a year since my last media round-up, so knocking out a few highlights.

• On the back of my mother's hands-clasped "please please you'll love it" begging I read Project Hail Mary over Christmas, and subsequently watched the movie during Easter. And I did really like it! It confirmed my suspicion that Andy Weir is not actually a very good writer - a suspicion then sealed in stone when he opened his big yap and honked out some downright comically blinkered views on the place of politics in sci-fi - but a good amount of charm battled through despite his best efforts.

• I sort of discovered I could acquire more anime DVDs than I even knew existed via eBay and, well... proud to say I now have my own copies of Wolf's Rain, Baccano, Fafner in the Azure: Dead Aggressor, and Gundam 00. This last in particular was such a trip down ol' nostalgia lane it was a little overwhelming. "I'm looking forward to finding out whether this had as many interesting political points to make as I thought or whether I was just nineteen," I commented to some friends, and the answer turned out to be "yes".

• Also watched Paprika on Vesper's recommendation, and wow! Always delightful to experience a story that really gets dream logic. I had Paprika Parade on repeat for days afterwards.

• We also had a crack at Reanimal, in which the real villain was my GOD-AWFUL internet connection that caused me to drop out every half hour or so. The game has a very strong aesthetic atmosphere and some truly wonderful and spooky moments, but it's a bit short for the price-tag and I hold that it would have benefited from some tighter thematic editing. So it goes! I'm still interested to see what Tarsier does next.

• Lane and I have reunited to tackle Divinity: Original Sin: The First One: It's Origining time. I like to think my grasp of tactics has improved since I was last setting my own head on fire with distressing regularity, but Lane may disagree. We've so far made it past the first act and notable incidents include sort of unnecessarily murdering a couple of NPCs right out the gate, wheeze-laughing every time the companion with the dreadful southern accent utters the word "comrade", and slaughtering our way through a very long succession of goblins before realising there was probably an easier way to do this.

• Managed a strong start to the book-reading front this year. Our Wives Under the Sea was gorgeously written but a little thin on actual meat for my tastes; it felt like a short story stretched out to its very limits. The Lathe of Heaven was a hell of a ride; what I would have considered the ultimate chilling conclusion happened somewhere around the middle, leaving me with no choice but to follow along blindly into what happened next. The City of Last Chances was simply a slog; I clawed my way out the other end and do not intend to return.
sideways: (►another telepathic rendezvous)
A couple more 3 Sentence Ficathon fills. 1 Scavenger's Reign, 1 Finisterre, and 1 TMNT.

and increased stylistic adherence. )
sideways: (►happy being someone)
Managed a few fills for 3 Sentence Ficathon season! I feel like I managed to almost have a theme here. 1 Jurassic Park, 1 Scavenger's Reign, 2 Finisterre, and 1 TMNT.

and mostly only 3 sentences. mostly. )
sideways: (►sippin' coffee)
Iiiiit's 3 Sentence Ficathon season! Looking forward to the usual collection of prompts that make me pause and reflect that even within niche hobbies there are many people who walk through the world at a different angle to me.

I'm actually battling with a certain degree of curmudgeonly feeling towards fandom habits in general... something about not wanting to fall into the trap of arguing that shipping and self-inserts are lower forms of engaging with a story, but nonetheless feeling weary of how immediately the text can get pushed aside in the collective eagerness to focus on one's own vision for it. I've always felt a big part of the enjoyment lies in marinating in the actual canon for a while before getting all transformative about it! O for a grace period of analysis and speculation before the tag is swamped with reader insert ship headcanons.

Relatedly, Ersatz is a fun little indie project about an amnesiac waking in the trenches of an undying war. Strong aesthetics, evocative animation style, lots of juicy worldbuilding implications. Reminds me a bit of Wildbow's Twig serial, in a good way.
sideways: (►closer to touching)
I was going back through my 'meme' tag and found this old one. It's always been a bit of fun, so lets whip it out again. Don't be shy!

Link me to a fic you've written, and I'll tell you something I like about it! c:

All fandoms and original fic welcome - though if you're going to link me to your 300,000 word magnum opus, a nominated chapter would be nice.
sideways: (►escape to new york)
Actually published a few fanfics this year, so resurrecting this old AO3 meme:

1. How many words have you written this year?

9,459 words were published to AO3 in 2025, and some 12,000 more in active WIPs are hanging around. I've had better years, but also much worse.

2. How many works did you publish this year?

I'm going to count the chapters of the oneshot collection as separate works, in which case it's 13 fics and one fanmix published.

3. What work are you most proud of (regardless of kudos/hits)?

Go Marching In, which addressed a very long-standing itch about how TMNT 2k3 handled the ethical conundrum in 'Rogue in the House' (answer: not super well). 

sideways: (►better lock your doors)
I need to quit my job so bad 😐

But first! A holiday.

la musica

Aug. 5th, 2025 06:06 pm
sideways: (►couldn't be more opposite)
After many years, Spotify has un-nuked the Freelance Whales album Weathervanes! Broken Horse rides again. Also We Could Be Friends, which I just find unaccountably charming.

Semi-relatedly (insofar as I used lyrics from Broken Horse for a Finisterre fic one time), I finally tweaked my Finisterre fanmix to the point where I was happy to officially 'release' it. The tipping point was Shawn James finally giving me the Bad Moon Rising cover I needed - there have always been darker covers around, but none with quite the right vibe, and the song is really too appropriate to want to ditch altogether. With this, I am finally content to have a mix with a frontier sound that doesn't cleave too closely to any singular frontier. Also, horses and screaming terror are there.
sideways: (►another telepathic rendezvous)
Zoo City was an almost-great book - the writing style was engaging, the protagonist was compelling in her bitterness, the concept of being Animaled was ballsy in its co-opting of Pullman's dæmons. It just kind of forgot to let anything the protagonist did... matter? Oops.

• "A demon-hunting KPop group finds itself on a new battlefield when the demons launch their own boy band" is such a perfect comedy movie premise! For some reason, though, the movie also wedged in a cliche dramatic plot-line it didn't really have time for or do anything new with, and in fact the more I think about said plot-line the more questions I have. KPop Demon Hunters was still, somehow, a pretty fun watch. The energetic animation and catchy songs definitely helped.

• Re-read The Prefect, which was the first Alastair Reynolds book I ever read, back in the day! Reynolds' character work has always been fairly average, but his character and world concepts are so thought-provoking I tend not to mind.

• If I had ever been a big Murderbot fan, I suspect I'd be genuinely very annoyed by the TV adaptation. As it is, I'm still exasperated by some of the choices and by the fact streaming seems to have permanently crushed the industry's ability to tell a well-paced logical fucking story, but I'm at least enjoying individual segments. It's a strong cast (Mensah especially) and when they get a well-scripted scene, they deliver on it! Alas...

• I'm nearly at the end of Babylon 5's first season, which may get its own post if I can find the energy. I'm into it overall, and it's very interesting to experience in a time-capsule sort of way as well, which is the mark of good sci-fi.
sideways: (►you know why)
"There is a sense that we are lost. In the streets, in the temples, you can hear it in their voices, their manner - an anger just beneath the surface, a growing dissatisfaction, a self-involvement above the needs of others. It is not the same world in which I was born, Delenn."

Haha okay Babylon 5 T_T 

pigeon talk

Jul. 1st, 2025 08:06 pm
sideways: (►a one woman man)
Title: Pigeon Talk
AO3: Link
Rating: PG
Series: Widdershins (Jack O'Malley, Ben Thackery)
Wordcount: 3,478
Summary: One week he's the bastard second cousin of the king long kept in hiding, a rumour so far outside anything Mal's ever had hurled his way before that it's almost funny. The next, he talks to pigeons.
Remarks: How did this end up as long as it did. Good grief. Anyway, deeply hypocritical for Mal of all people to complain about Being Perceived on a discomfiting level, but also he totally would.

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what's a pigeon got to talk about anyway? )
sideways: (►plant begonias)
This month I have managed to make three fanworks for my three teeny-weeniest fandoms. Feels like putting offerings down for minor gods largely forgotten outside your own hearth. (This is a joke.) We'll never turn hurricanes aside, but I hope you enjoy my humble scone sacrifice, etc etc.
sideways: (►city lights start falling)
Title: Under Your Skin
AO3: Link
Rating: PG
Series: A House of Many Doors (Char Dvetistek/Kinetopede Captain)
Wordcount: 1,100
Summary: Char doesn't worry. Except when she does, a little.
Tags: Mild Spoilers for Canon, Implied/Referenced Drug Addiction, Implied Sexual Content, Body Horror
Remarks: I've been playing HoMD again and delighted to find that since my last delving the creator launched a HUGE patch that has cleared up many bugs, including Char's romance! Hilariously, it so far seems to be about what I'd already headcanoned. Nobody here has an emotional IQ worth squat. Honestly, most of this fic was just an excuse for me to muse on how Ira lost her hand.

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don't think I haven't figured it out - you're hooked on something )
sideways: (►wish the wild was alive)
Title: She Who Is Great
AO3: Link
Rating: G
Series: Moon Knight (MCU) (Layla El-Faouly, Taweret)
Wordcount: 326
Summary: Layla is going into this Avatar thing with her eyes open.
Remarks: Realised I'd forgotten to cross-post this drabble from earlier this year. I like it when gods are... discomfiting. Even (especially) the 'nice' ones.

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sideways: (►theoretically yes)
As a long-standing fan of Alastair Reynolds who is finally getting around to watching Babylon 5, it's a bit like... so Mass Effect really just mashed these two things together (and sprinkled a bit of other sci-fi flavouring on top), huh.

Not a crime, of course; and I don't think Mass Effect has ever pretended to be anything but deep and affectionate bow to all things space opera. It's getting a rueful chuckle out of me nonetheless. O to get to file off those serial numbers so successfully.

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