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Jul. 8th, 2026 07:13 am
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I finished reading the Delano volume 2 omnibus.
... the thing with the monkey remains deeply weird and messed up. as is appropriate for a horror comic. But like. I feel sure there was another plan available. But no. He honey traps the spooky monkey to death.
... things like this make it awkward when explaining the history of John Constantine.

Horrorist and Pandemonium were very dark. The messed up stripping is the sort of image that stays with you. But the possible kindness with the veil is also memorable. Only then it is juxtaposed with them both being blindfolded and killed. Dark, followed by hell. And poker.
Playing a game he doesn't understand with other people's souls for chips and scraping through on luck, bluff, and cold reading the other players, is just the shorter summary of John's life.
And he is good at it.
But he is also always questioning how he got into it, if he should be there, and how much is just addiction, to magic or gambling or the overlap of both.
Also when people say he is mad and he just says Yeah?
Yeah.

It's interesting how many issues can just read as symptoms days with a few more demons. Days when nothing makes sense, or he can't feel anything and does unwise things to try to feel something even if just pain. And then coming out the other side feeling connected and like it's worth caring again. Makes his risks make a dark sort of sense.


On the other hand rounding off the omni with the one from 2000 about a 2025 where they're trying to kill off the monarchy or re establish it does the volume no favours. That one was in a sideways genre made of mockery and told in a more actiony style. You could keep most of it and do the other sort of horror with it but it was just not the same thing as the rest. Don't reckon I'll be rereading that.


Glad I bought the volume, lots to ponder.
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I updated the Big Finish app and then had to delete and reinstall it because it thought it had deleted all the files but was still taking the same amount of disc space and adding on top when I redownloaded things. So, turns out the website advises you to log out first, ie let it delete all your downloaded files which yes it only allows you to have dled as long as you are logged in, so I reckon that was why.

I have redownloaded everything I was keeping then everything I had dled to listen to and it all fits again, but Alixion's picture is on the file named Fifteen Test Product, and every Purchased file is listed on the Purchased screen, even the ones that will not exist until 2029 (subscription to 10th Doctor audios achieved). And that is kind of nice in an upcoming attractions way but makes a lot of errors in July releases when it thinks you can download them but in fact you cannot.

Also once downloaded some files say the length of time they are but others say like '20 items' for what should be a single story. I have tried listening to one that is listed like that and it is in two minute ish pieces like the mp3 files, but with tiny gaps between playing them, and you can't use the back button on the watch to go before the start of the section. Hypothesis: some have dled as mp3 and some have dled as the other audiobook file like before. Messy. Not ideal.

But all my files appear to be there except the subscriber stuff like the website warns us, so, I guess they're making progress?

They also keep doing instructions for how to access your stuff on your phone without realising the fundamental problem is the menu will not scroll if the writing is too big for your screen. If you zoom out / hit the little A instead of the big A a bunch of times then the menu becomes useable again. But the complains are being answered with like 'click the arrow' when the arrow only appears on particularly large phones with tiny writing. Which hopefully they will figure out and fix or I may have to communicate.

Updates the user can notice are always tricky. But they have said many times they needed it to make the shop work so here we are.

More Hellblazer

Jul. 4th, 2026 07:16 pm
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I have read up through Delano Hellblazer #40, which was the end of the continuous run. There's half an omnibus left but I shall pause and ponder, since the rest of the issues are from lots of different times.

This was strong stuff.

And I have read summaries of some of these issues, and they seem to me to usually miss the point.

It's interesting, because some of this crucial to John's backstory stuff is told as dreams, visions, and drug trips, so unreliable by any metric. And some of it contradicts what John said out loud immediately before it. Of course he is a liar, but Mercury calls him out on summarising her with only his own issues, his own words, not things she said. So if he says his dad never said he killed his mum (omni page 443) and then has magic (mushroom) dreams where the first thing his dad called him was a killer, which is true and which is John Has So Many Issues? Well we know what later stories run with, but. At this point the twin thing is easily read as about shooting the man in the mirror.


... okay this typing in windows 11 thing is getting out of hand, it popped up the start menu and opened a program while I was typing, I did not deliberately tell it to do that, I give up.


Hellblazer is really good and typing on touchscreen is really bad.

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Jul. 4th, 2026 03:28 am
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The temperature in my flat has gone down a small yet crucial amount and I decided I could concentrate enough for new data.

... I have been rereading Temeraire, but I think I am just not in the mood. There's daring do and gripping adventure and I keep putting the book down right before the escape or whatever. I am missing the sort of thing fanfic does more of, the emotional layers and yearning having cycles. It's interesting but I feel distant from the story. So, I picked up something else.

The second Delano omnibus of Hellblazer is still significantly darker than other media of John and than anything else I am reading. But I couldn't put it down until after the bit with the funeral. It's the right kind of messed up. I kept wanting it to go answer questions it raised so it wasn't every section that seemed equally good. I wasn't impressed with the bit with the mass deaths, but there's a lot of stuff that gets more horror when you ignore the deaths and think about it a bit. Like Read more... )

The Family Man arc was very well done. Going from all that grand scale stuff with plant elementals and dragons to just this one man with a knife, good way to focus. And all the layered things it tells us about John Constantine? Brilliant.

Dark and frequently tacky and about using whichever sort of power to over react with gruesome consequences, so very back to human scale, and better horror for that.


Of course now it is the small hours of the morning and I already keep on having nightmares in this heat, so we shall see...

I say nightmares, this morning's was Good Omens Crowley trying to get me through the shopping mall to Aziraphale, but all the regular people kept getting mind controlled into trying to stop us, so Crowley kept possessing them to stop them, and when he did they went ginger and got sunglasses. So we ended up with a ginger sunglasses army, fighting all the other non sunglasses people, with Crowley getting increasingly annoyed because this was not how this is done, you can't tempt a possessed person so what's the point?

So pretty survivable as nightmares go, even if I am fed up of them.


Okays, I shall go scroll tumblr mindlessly for a bit.

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Jun. 30th, 2026 08:36 pm
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I finished listening to the Big Finish Sarah Jane Smith series.
It took a while because, unfortunately, it was not good.
It got worse by trying to pull the characters around into a new configuration for a new conspiracy plot.
And then it ended on an unpromising alien abduction cliffhanger that I am not aware of ever being resolved.

I quite liked the concept of a time traveller accidentally becoming the focus of a prophetic doomsday cult when they got home but I didn't like anything about what they did with it.

I can only hope the actors all had fun.

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Jun. 27th, 2026 02:59 pm
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It is Too Warm if I do anything other than sit in front of the fan, so I sit and reread fanfic.
... Astolat really likes writing the guy who does a colonialism but it'll really be for their own good this time promise... three different fandoms, three different conqueror king/emperor/presidents who will bring the good stuff of civilisation if the other guy will just quit all that fighting back...
old fandoms though, haven't read newer fandoms.

I am tired and too warm and cranky cause I ate things already and new things (brownies) will only arrive tomorrow.

I shall have to eat fruit.
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