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"I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, It's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope. Which is what I do, and that enables you to laugh at life's realities."
~ Dr. Seuss

When I'm with her I'm confused
Out of focus and bemused
And I never know exactly where I am
Unpredictable as weather
She's as flighty as a feather
She's a darling! She's a demon! She's a lamb!

She'd outpester any pest
Drive a hornet from its nest
She could throw a whirling dervish out of whirl
She is gentle! She is wild!
She's a riddle! She's a child!
She's a headache! She's an angel!
She's a girl!
~ "Maria" - Sound of Music

"Your reality, sir, is lies and balderdash and I'm happy to say I have no grasp of it whatsoever."
~ Baron Munchausen

Such a strange combination of a woman and a child
~ "Callin' Baton Rouge" - Garth Brooks

"Imagination is the one weapon in the war against reality."
~ Jules de Gaultier

You always said that I have multiple personalities
I bounce around somewhere between my dreams and reality
~ "Lucky 4 You (Tonite I'm Just Me)" - SheDaisy

"Reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one."
~ Albert Einstein

On the edge of sleep,
I heard voices behind the door
The known and the nameless,
familiar and faceless
My angels and my demons at war
Which one will lose -- depends on what I choose
Or maybe which voice I ignore...
~ "Double Agent" - Rush

"Everything is a dangerous drug except reality, which is unendurable."
~ Cyril Connolly

On a psychedelic space machine, galactic sugar high
Like a caffeinated satellite gone way past 99
Come on, be my

21st century girl, all outrageous, quite contagious
21st century, you got solar fire
21st century girl, sweet romancer, cosmic dancer
21st century, she's high on flying
~ "21st Century Sha la la la Girl" - Def Leppard

"I have come to believe that the whole world is an enigma, a harmless enigma that is made terrible by our own mad attempt to interpret it as though it had an underlying truth."
~ Umberto Eco

It's just one of those days
Feelin' like a freight train
First one to complain
Leaves with a blood stain
Damn right I'm a maniac
You better watch your back
Cuz I'm fuckin' up your program
And if you're stuck up
You just lucked up
Next in line to get fucked up
Your best bet is to stay away motherfucker!
It's just one of those days!
~ "Break Stuff" - Limp Bizkit

"Reality is the leading cause of stress amongst those in touch with it."
~ Jane Wagner (and Lily Tomlin)

I don't want to waste my time
become another casualty of society.
I'll never fall in line
Become another victim of your conformity
And back down.
~ "Fat Lip" - Sum 41

"Reality is something you rise above."
~ Liza Minnelli

You see me now a veteran of a thousand psychic wars
I've been living on the edge so long
Where the winds of limbo roar
And I'm young enough to look at
And far too old to see
All the scars are on the inside
I'm not sure if there's anything left of me
~ "Veteran of the Psychic Wars" - Blue Oyster Cult

"I believe in looking reality straight in the eye and denying it."
- Garrison Keillor

Don't say I'm out of touch
With this rampant chaos - Your reality
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare I built my own world to escape
~ "Imaginary" - Evanescence

"My imagination makes me human and makes me a fool;
it gives me all the world and exiles me from it."
~ Ursula LeGuin

The thing I treasure most in life cannot be taken away
There will never be a reason why I will surrender to your advice
To change myself, I'd rather die
Though they will not understand
I will make the greatest sacrifice
You can't predict where the outcome lies
You'll never take me alive
~ "Alive" - Disturbed

"There is only one admirable form of the imagination: the imagination that is so intense that it creates a new reality, that it makes things happen."
~ Sean O'Faolain

As you can probably tell, I have little respect for or connection to what most people seem to consider "reality."

Rather than crippling me, as many have predicted, it has led me to a life more filled with wonder and fun and joy than I could have hoped for if I'd "kept my feet on the ground."

That being said... This is a Friends Only journal. I've been burned in the past, so I am very careful of who I'm letting in to my life.

I am, at various times, perky, morose, angry, silly, creative, obsessive, hopeful, sad, homesick, tired, thoughtful, insane, insightful, manic, flirty, bouncy, or any other number of emotions... and I fling all of them onto the screen. So if you're afraid of a lot of emotion, this isn't the place for you.

And, at all times, there lurks my paranormal streak. Most times it sits quietly in the background of my journal. However, there are times when I am swirled into various experiences that I share. Mental and physical links to loved ones, prophetic dreams, writings that illuminate things I "couldn't (shouldn't) have known" about people, memories of past lives, and a vast, overall purpose to my life. If you're uncomfortable with that, this isn't the place for you.

But... as Shel Silverstein said:

"If you are a dreamer, come in.
If you are a dreamer, a wisher, a liar,
a hope-er, a pray-er, a magic bean buyer...
If you're a pretender, come sit by my fire,
for we have some flax-golden tales to spin.
Come in!
Come in!"