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This is me, me is who I am!


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Look I'm batshit crazy and libel to bite when cornered! no I'm not exaggerating so flamers, haters, them what spew wank WILL be taken round the back of the wood shed and SLAPPED! you've been told!

I'm ALSO dyslexic with a side order of slight word blindness so the spelling and grammar can get pretty interesting around here at times. ye be warned! so please please please PLEASE do NOT bitch to me about it, chances are I've herd it all before and I'm either going to ignore you, or whip out the wet trout and go off the deep end on a long rant with many link's about said condition and what not!

[Link to my Doctor Who journal {http://captainpixie2.livejournal.com/friends/}]

The Road So Far.......


I'm English, yup that's right, I'm from that little third world country up and to the right a little! *glares at Misha* thanks for that BTW!

I'm a Minion, well I SAY Minion I'm more of a flunky in that I only work the weekends cos my other fandoms take up allot of my time so Meah!

I'm into Supernatural as you MAY have guessed and that is what this LJ is mostly used for, SPN related stuff but I also tend to ramble on about my own life and love's and hates and yes, I am a ranter, but I don't do that too much...maybe!


I have petite mal epilepsy. basically it means my brain switches off. not a bad thing I here you cry, well that depends on when it happens. it's all fun and games until Pixie stop's dead in the middle of a road, burns herself cooking, drowns in the bath, fall's down the stair's/cliff face/road ect,ect! I've hurt myself in more ways than I can count and not all the time do I realise I'm hurt. I've found bruises in places you wouldn't believe and STILL had no idea how they got their!


The med's I'm on don't work 100% so I get hurt allot. BUT theirs not much I can do about it so I tend to not think about it to much [thou I am on a first name bases with half the staff at my local ER, lovely lady's and gents ;)]

This is why I will swear, F and blind my way threw a post most days because A) I'm in pain and B) I'M IN PAIN! also this is fair warning that you WILL here about many accident's so don't be alarmed, this is NORMAL for me!


I also suffer with depression, sometimes I beat it to death with a two by four but mostly I placate it with the coco bean and tea but their are day's when the depression wins out and I have to admit defeat, thou I try not to too often!


I'm eccentric in my own way, not the brightest spark in the box but about as devious as you can get and I'm always willing to listen. no matter the subject matter, if it's idea's or just ramblings, complaints about the injustice of life & the universe or the deepest, darkest secrets of the human soul, chances are I've herd it all before at some point in life and their really is no shocking me.


I've dealt with many thing's in my short time on this planet, suicide's, death, rape, drug abuse, physical and mental abuse, bulling. I've weathered each and every storm and I'm STILL KICKIN!

I have a love of rock and roll that scares most people and yes, yes I do own most of the music EVER played on SPN and then some! I'm also very much into my Fan Fiction, I'm a Dean/Cas SLASH shipper [with some Sam/Gab on the side ;)]and I can usually be found with my nose stuck in a fan fiction or book. Also I LOVE to read, I adore it to bits and love my book's to the point of obsession!

I'm a DiscWorld nut-case but I don't talk about that much here like I've said LJ is mostly for SPN but you will here about it every now and again.

I'm not a writer, wish I was but I'm not sad to say but I do give it a crack every now and again so theirs SOME fic around here...somewhere. I LOVE to photoshop thou and make video's thou the muse has been a little thin on the ground with regards to that this year, hopefully it will pick up next year thou :)


I look to the future like I look to the past, it's their weather I'm here or not but I can damn well make my mark, even if it IS only with a marker pen and bucket of paint ;)


CaptainPixie!

I have a habit of churning out banner's, sorry about that folk's! These are a few, the rest are on my LJ, so feel free to have a rummage around.

If you want any of these, drop me a line and ask I'll most likely say yes ;P